special feeling surrounded me on monday society time,
it seems like time gone backwards and i'm now 14
ponder over the changes
decision i made
changes of surrounds people
changes of self
changes of love
Without doubt, i changed, self feeling, a lot more changed
since when? i hate history, hate last-time-self
i don't like the blurry kind of myself
ever since, i feel she's coming back, the last-time-self
no, can you please left me?
i don't need you.
成长了就不要再退步，不断不断地提醒自己，却无法控制。
不断不断地寻找个人价值，累了。
无法坚持，是因为不确定所追求的。
when i felt selfless, not the positive selfless, i mean, self-dissapeared
小语：left me alone = = maybe something block my sight, that's why i can't see.
